note: on an emotional turmoil. 

the one time that you willed yourself to cry and the tears won't come. the news of a guy you really like is now in a relationship doesn't even make you sad. instead, you end up smiling at the sweet posts he put up for his girlfriend. the lucky girl.

the heavy feeling has settled quite nicely inside, i'm afraid. it just won't come out.

four lines later, i'm still struggling to push the tears out. man.